When You Are Falling in Love

When you are falling in love you will find your self become a romantic person. You can write beautiful poetry and story. Your body will mix this feeling become a complicated chemistry. It will be very difficult for you to get sleep early because his/her face and shadow always come close to your mind. It seems that your eyes unwilling to close. Even in a dream sometimes you'll see him/her also until the morning comes When you are falling in love you'll feel something uncomfortable with your heart. It can be warm and stick or cold and touchy. You will think about him/her every day, every time, every hours, even every second. Sometimes you smile without any reason. Everything around you just like flowery. When you are falling in love your appetite will be changed. Sometimes you eat a lot, sometimes you just eat a bit. You will feel that you can't be far away from he/she. Yes!! you want to see and near with him/her always. People around you will complain about the changes. You only realize it until they told you. When you are falling in love you will against everything in front of you, even if it's good or bad. You will loose your mind. That's why people said that love is blind and crazy. You will feel very pain in your heart when you miss him/her. Some melancholic person will drop their tears for the people that they love. If you are really really falling in love, you will do everything for your couple. Even if they want you to die. You only think the way to make them happy. Over all.. this is about love and falling in love. You never know when they come and go. You only know it by feel, hear, and touch your heart.

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거짓말

싫어.... 그 말을 듣고 싶지않아요... 너무 아파... 너무 아파... 당신은 왜 나에게 그것을 해 아마... 당신을 안 물어도 돼요. 다 난 잘못이에요.. 왜 당신은 나에게 기회를 줘요? 만약 다를 먼저 알아.. 절때로.. 난 그 앞에 한 거름거리다... ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ

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Sesuatu Antara Aku dan Kau

Kau datang tanpa kata, tanpa sapa Aku terdiam dalam tanya tak dapat bicara Kau kembali datang dengan senyum rahasia Aku tertegun tak berharap apa-apa Kau tiba-tiba mengetuk pintu hati meminta masuk Aku menelisik tak ingin terusik Kau gunakan kata menusuk hingga menembus rusuk Aku tertarik tak dapat berbalik Kau ambil yang manis dan menyisakan ampas Aku terangkat kemudian terhempas Kau nikmati dengan mudah dan pergi bagaikan kapas Aku terikat kemudian terlepas bebas

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My Brain Has Many Branches

Too much think.... today I've thought too much. Just like I face 3-4 or more ways. very unpredictable. This year really unpredictable. I can't guess what will happen in the end of this month, next month, until the end of this year. Maybe it is right that I must think about them slower. I'll choose which one is the most priority. A lot of branches make me forget about the small things. It also makes me difficult to refresh my mind and get more concentration. All I want is go home now. When I've arrived in home, I can think better and choose something with good consideration. I know that I will move slower. But it's OK. I can't force my brain more and more. Or it will be exploded and scattered the contents. I prefer to be my self to people's said. Nothing is better than to be our self. Just let their talk about anything they want. This is my life, so I'll choose it by my self. No body can sell and bargain. Just let it flow like water, and blow like wind.

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Ketika Aku Bosan

Ketika aku bosan, kan ku usir dengan setumpuk buku penuh cerita Ketika aku bosan, kan ku dendangkan lagu ceria Ketika aku bosan, kan ku tuliskan puisi cinta penuh makna Ketika aku bosan, kan ku ramaikan dengan denting gelas-gelas kaca Ketika aku bosan, kan ku perdengarkan irama-irama bernada Ketika aku bosan, kan ku basuh wajahku dan menghadap padaNya Ketika aku bosan, kan ku ucapkan untaian kalimatNya Ketika aku bosan, kan ku lakukan apapun tuk mengusir bosanku tanpa perlu bertanya

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Perihal Sabar

sabar bukan tentang penantian, tetapi tentang bersikap. sabar harus selalu bersanding dengan syukur. sabar tidak menjamin tercapainya keinginan, tapi terpenuhinya segala kebutuhan. sabar adalah jawaban dan bukan pertanyaan. sabar selalu membuahkan kebaikan. sabar memberi ruang doa dan usaha yang lebih luas. sabar tak terbatas, namun selalu memiliki tempatnya sendiri. sabar adalah kepatuhan dalam kesabaran. by Aji Herwinda Mukti@kompasiana.com

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Fair Love Game

Dalam sepak bola sering terdengar istilah "fair play" artinya, bermain secara fair alias adil. Begitu pula dengan hidup, harus bermain secara adil. Bahkan presiden juga seorang suami yang berpoligami juga dituntut adil. Bagaimana dengan "Love Game" ? Inipun harus adil... Sebetulnya bingung juga mengkategorikan adil atau tidak, coz yang namanya adil kan harus berimbang. Jikalau si A memberikan hati, maka pasangannya juga selayaknya memberikan kasih tulusnya. JIka si A bersedia meluangkan waktu, yah sebaiknya pasangannya juga melakukan hal yang sama. Belakangan ini aku sering sekali mengatakan tentang 'fair and unfair'. Menurutku tidak adil, menurutnya itu cukup adil. Menurutnya tidak adil, menurutku sangat-sangat tidak adil. Jujur sebenarnya ingin tertawa saja.. hal ini menggelikan bagiku. Mungkin aku akan lebih senang menggunakan asas PEMILU yang LUBER itu dibandingkan bicara adil atau tidak adil. Lebih adil lagi kalau langsung tatap muka...bisa terlihat bentuk rupa aslinya, luar dalamnya. Sepertinya ini 'hukuman' untukku... dulu sering jadi spy teman-teman di grup... sekarang 'kena batunya"... I can't become a spy without a clue or alibi.....I want to give up, but I can't... ini sangat menggelitik rasa ingin tahuku... fyuhhhhhh capek juga 'bongkar-bongkar' yang tanpa hasil...tanpa identitas.. tanpa inisial.. apalagi sebuah gambar...

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